Inside each apple is a delight just waiting to be seen. I’m sure you all know it: it’s the apple’s “star”, it’s very centre, but you only get to see it when you have cut the apple in two across the “equator”. The apple needs to be “destroyed” to see the beauty.
That can be like me. To get to the very best of me, sometimes, I have to be “injured”, “cut”, “hurt”. As painful as it is to me, and how ugly it looks initially, once I have worked through the process, something beautiful is found.
I can remember one occasion when I was gently told that something I had done had caused another person a problem. My actions actually caused me to be removed from the leadership role that I was in at that time. I felt incredible remorse at having caused another person great pain and issues. I, too, felt pain, because I had to step down for a time. I knew that I had to look intensely at myself, and understand my actions and reactions.
I will still cause pain for people. It’s inevitable because I don’t have it all together. I’m far from perfect. When I do fall then I need to:
- Understand my mistake
- Analyse my mistake and actions
- Recognise what parts I could have controlled and changed
- Take responsibility
The result of these lessons in me, if supported and coached correctly, will be:
- stronger character
- better understanding
- more awareness
- less prejudice
Ultimately, everyone benefits: the people I interact with, my productivity at work, and myself.
Surely that’s a beautiful thing to see.
What is developing character in you?
What hard lessons have you had to endure, so that your beauty shines through?
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